☾ Princess Justice™ ☽

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It’s not fair that we wont talk anymore because I don’t have anything to fill that rotting hole in my chest now, and maybe I’ll just cry myself to sleep and lay on broken promises that  cut like glass because you were the only one holding my smile in place and you said you wanted to lay next to me but darling I still do but you wont let me close enough to know if you still give a damn and I’ll just go to sleep with someone new and I’ll be wishing it was you but you’re already gone and have no memory of me and I want to throw up because you are the sickness that made flowers grow in the darkest places in me and those flowers have now wilted from the pain.                                                                 My god I am nothing to you.

Twice I turned my back on you
I fell flat on my face but didn’t lose

Tell them drain the pool I’m sinking fast
Come and save my life before It pass
Scratchin at the surface
But the bottom’s where I’m at
Only place my addiction will tell me
That I’m free at last
So why the fuck you playin with my head
I said I’m done
Any and everything I had is gone
I said you won
You promised that we’d only be together for a minute
Then we finished 
But my life had passed another year
Why the fuck are you in it?

My councelor said I need to find a way 
To block the pain out
I told him it was already too late
She is in my veins and he said

Tell me what lead you on 
I’d love to know

Well It’s just that
When I felt her the first time, I flew
Nobody gives me the high that she do
See, we fight all the time
And she leaves bruises on my arms
But the way she makes me feel inside
That girl can do no wrong
Now all my family hates me
Since I started fuckin with her
And all my friends done left me 
Cuz they jealous that I’m with her
I tried to break it off
She gets me back with the feel
After everything she did
Why the fuck do I love that needle
Please help me

Twice I turned my back on you
I fell flat on my face but didn’t lose

Look, this love’s killing me
Everytime I start to pick you up
You finish me
Used to love waking up in the mornings
And feeling you
Now I’m just ashamed
And wearing long sleeves concealing you
Bitch you wasn’t shit
How the fuck could you do this
Now my fucking life is ruined
Imma kill you bitch I’ll do it
And so I
Tie it up
Stick that shit up in my skin
And overdose on your love 
So I can’t have it again

When I was in the hospital
I was roomed with a schizophrenic
And she was the most gentle person I have ever met
There was a boy with a long deep slit across his neck
Who told very funny jokes
A girl who never spoke a word
Would draw the most beautiful pictures
The boy who shook with anxiety
Could hold the most intelligent conversations
Even the girl who screamed in her sleep and picked at her skin
Had a heart the size of the ocean
We are not who you think we are

(Source: dabhabit, via 0c-cult)